Pains

I giggled and smiled
I shed few tears and smiled
I nodded and accepted
When you said "I love you"!

That pains, kills,burns
Makes you cry, wail and run mad
Believe me, it does
When love accepted and proposed
When not reciprocated!

I never felt your love
I heard those three words
Yet its so painful to depart,
Better than being together with tears!

Take care

"TAKE CARE" were the last words
with a painful smile, you spoke
With that did you realise
How much my heart broke?

I had never see your eyes full of tears,
It was very miserable for me to bear
Those word keep repeating inside my ears..
Was it true you left me dear?

I cry a lot thinking of you
I miss, missed and will do
who gave you the rights
TO leave me and go?

Not only you,
I too was in love,
If only you can leave me
I can rather be dead!

Waiting for you
Please dear, please do understand
The pain is too horrible
For me to withstand!

Gimme one more chance
let that be the last one too
If any mistakes comitted,
FOrgive me and accept me instead!

With hope I stand
seeing the way
In which you come
and go all the day!

The next meet......

there wasn't so much of light 
in my life 
before i met u! 
ur humble ways 
and your astonishing smile 
made me get floored in our first sight! 
though i know only little about u 
and yet need to know about u fully, 
i don't know whether 
will u give me way 
for my love to enter 
in your heart! 
the days were the happy ones 
before i met u 
and it turned beautiful 
after u entered in my heart! 
don't know whether 
this is everlasting 
yet a long way is there 
to travel on! 
"friendship my friend" 
hope u'll not tell me this! 
"its okay I LOVE YOU" 
hope this will be your answer! 
when i meet u next!!!! 
WITHOUT U 
my life will be in darkness 
and remember that 
only u can cause the miracles 
in my life and on me! 
believe it or not 
I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Can you forget me?

forget me .. 
i cant say u. 
forgive me.. 
i cant say you that also. 
yet u have caught a beautiful place 
in my heart. 
i cant accept your love 
i can't deny your proposal 
yet ur smile 
keeps on flashing every now and then. 
roses have thorns, 
thst is reality, 
then do come to that life 
where i do have to digest 
the needs of my life to be fulfilled. 
i don't know whether 
iam fit for u, 
but iam sure 
that i'll win u one day, 
in my dreams, 
as reality happens 
to me 
only in my dreams 
and that happens 
very fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Wats in your mind?

What runs in thou mind ?

My love..

What price shall I pay to thee…

For that one last day..

To look into your eyes..

And find my love deeply hidden..

Behind the walls of thy tears.

What would I give to give to have you for ever and ever my love?

Due??

What would I give..

To have you in my life again?

What would I give…

To live with you for ever?

Is it my love you want?

Or my life?

I have given both?

Now where is my due???

Darkness

I wonder now in the darkness

Filled with your essence

In my mind…

Will I ever see you again?

I wonder now, was it a dream,

That never was to happen,

Or a dream fulfilled?

I wonder which is true..

Me or you

Or this love that we had shared?

Now everything is a question mark..

Including my life?

But you are gone..

Who will ever answer my questions..

That my soul ask?

Once More

Such a lovely  place

This world has become,

I have everyone,

Yet so lonely,

Without you I’m just a piece of brick,

Lying barren,

Under the sun,

Drying up more each day

So  that none shall break me any more..

And  I shall rise above all, one day,

And everyone will be happy..

Except my soul..

For what is such happiness

Without you!!
my love!!!!

miss you

“I love you”

So simple words

But they hold a great value

Only when you utter them

For me!!!

“ I miss you”

Are those  hard words…

Which has the value called my “ life”

After you “left me”!!

I miss you

O my love,

 How would I say,

 Although I laugh out aloud,

Deep inside my heart,

Sheds not tears but blood,

In yearning for youTo come back!!

Do you know the pain

That has pulled me far down,

And I ‘ m struggling to rise,

Will you not come???

I miss you very much dear.............