It was bad for me to let you go!

It was bad of me to let you go
i never took a chance to say sorry too
I never pleaded and begged
And It was all becoz of my ego!!

I loved you so much
unable to define the amount,
yet, you have become my past
There is not point in regretting the cost!

life has given me ups and downs
and showed me so much i havent seen
in all these travel,
i could only feel how cruel and mean i had been!

all that you are to me is a picture
and some we had taken them together
i had been so busy these days
that i could only call my son ur name.

i wish i could never seen u again
the pain kills me day and night 
the betrayal haunts my heart
and hurts me throughout!!

I want to say sorry,
the very wink of you i know the reason why
but i can even ditch my family
for you my Mr. X guy!

I know i love you,
wish you to feel too
there will be a another birth
to see you once more, long and live