The crime!

I have been here
Many a time
It was all with you
was it a crime?

we had been together
holding our hands
In the drizzing rain or in a cold weather
Enjoying the Beach sands!

Smiles and laughter
the love search began
you made it wither
and they were all gone again!

What did you expect out of me,
was it tears or happiness?
I cry to the thee
And seek his blessings!!

My heart is broken
and bleeding inside
How can I explain that our loves token
Is just beside?

It was all gladness and whispher
all the secrets shared
Now I can only whimper
For the suffering I had taken and beared!

There was never a regret
and there wasnt a sorry
Its my life man damn - it
its not a fairy tale story!

Did you ever know what you had caused?
Thats more of shattered dreams
Its dismal and distress
And Lost hope!

I can never over come this one
This is something I can never Withstand
Its atrocious and Horrible
And life of a whore!

I just want to break down and cry
But, the anguish I faced
Can never dry ,
Its my past and none can digest!

You pledged my love
For all you wanted
But never knew that I loved you more than how much you did
How can i forgive for what you have created?

Yet, I stand shamless,
Asking you to be back,
Its not for me, you or anyone,
Thats because of our love, our Little oNe is born!

You are the reason
You are my pain
You were my happiness
And there was no gain!

Life has shrunk enough
Stinked through the dreadful
In the state of hatred and horrible
I had been so fearful!

Please come back dear
I cannot go more
I would sustain
Anything that you give me,
Just give me the same love and care!!